Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Letter To Ex Best Friend #1

Dear B,

You were my first and only best friend from school. Your older sister and I played for same team and we were good friends too. And because of close connection to your family we were like sisters. I’ve spent lot of time at your place. I cherish it.

You were way smarter than me academically and in many more things. On the other hand, I was very mischievous, I still am. “I was bad influence for you”, this was everyone’s opinion though you never cared.  You knew me. And I always looked up to you as an inspiration. You were the best personality I could be friends with. I respected you a lot.

There was a time when I was shifted to another batch. I was under bad influence and you saw it, you fought for me, for my betterment. You talked to our teacher, changed my batch and took me with yours. I never actually thanked you for that.

But even though my batch was changed that bad influence was not leaving me. That was the time I needed you most, see, I wasn’t mature enough at that time. So yes, I needed someone to show me the path. I wanted that someone to be you. But you left me.

We were busy preparing for our boards and I thought you must be busy with studies. Exams were over, then we parted ways, you chose another stream and I took another. I didn’t even know that you had given up on me. I got to know it from someone else.


Why did you leave me when I needed you the most?

Love,
P.    

                                            


                                                           It's a note you left me when we fought for the first time. 


      (Irony is, you and the bad influence shared same name.)